Crazy Me! Help if you can!

Oh my goodness! I have not blogged in a couple of days because right after I posted about the 4th of July, Russell was reading my blog. He said, "Where are all the posts from May and June?" I was confused at first, but then I remembered I was trying to delete blog drafts that I did not need. Crazy me must have accidentally deleted almost two MONTHS worth of blog posts. The crazy thing is, I have been the most busy in May and June with family and posted just memories on there like photo albums. Now I am pretty sure I can say "sayonara" to those posts. Goodbye, good riddence, Au revoir! Etc!
However, I am still clinging to a slight hope that someone out there in the blog world or internet world knows a way (just maybe) to get them back on blogger! I know, I am crazy for this, but if you know there is not a way, or if you know how to get the posts back, I would REALLY appreciate any feedback. Thank you so much!!!!!
Love, A Desperate Blogger... (Just laugh along if you must! :) )